ProudAkidoPrincess

Dear little Shelly: My oh my! How fast and beautiful you grow! I rub my belly hoping and praying you will be alright. That you will grow and we will make through this together. And I will see you grow. And I will see you become the stunning little girl I see in my dreams. I close my eyes and my little dove, I see you. So pretty. So healthy. Your dark, thin and perfect curls, so like my brother's, your uncle (who between you and I won't stop buying you precious little dresses and cute wonderful things) who loves you so very much. I also see those huge and sparkly golden honey and chocolate brown eyes sparkle with happiness, just like you

It's funny how things work. We can never control what life throws at you. Nor can we ever change the hand we have been dealt. You were my friend. You were my world. I looked up to you. And knew you were strong. Even after all you went through, Even after all that was taken from you... You were strong. You were proud. You were a lesbian and you were amazing. You were a princess in name as well as in heart. I know now no one will ever fill your shoes. I know now Things won't ever be the same. It was at this very time that things got worse for you a year ago, and despite everything you still held on. You still fought. And if I k

Dear Love: What's so wrong with telling you that, I love you more than feelings can stand? What's so wrong with telling you, I love you more with each passing day? What's so wrong in telling you that, you've got me head over heels for you already? What's so wrong with telling you, I dream about you each time I close my eyes, whether in sleep or just a day dream? What's so wrong in telling you that, every time you smile my heart skips a beat and starts again at double the speed? What's so wrong in telling you that, every time I see you are upset I blame myself even if it's not my fault? What's so wrong in telling you that, my heart brok

Quizá no fue coincidencia encontrarme contigo...  Maybe it wasn't coincidence finding you. Tal vez esto lo hizo el destino...                               Maybe destiny planned this out. Quiero dormirme de nuevo en tu pecho...               I want to sleep again on your chest. y después me despierten tus besos.             And then wake up to your kisses. Tu sexto sentido sueña conmigo,   Your sixth sense dreams of me. se que pronto estaremos unidos.   I know that soon will be united. Esa sonrisa traviesa que vive conmigo.  That playful smile that lives with me. se que pronto estaré en tu camino.   I know that soon

This is a feeling I wouldn't wish upon anyone. The feel of your body aching, your muscles tensing, and your gut clenching. Evil and unwanted, hard, difficult even! Life slipping... away... NO! You must hold on. You must soldier on. You must be strong. For you. For me. For both of us. Dear baby... Please hold on. I can't bear to lose you. Or I'll lose myself. Be strong. Stay strong. Be my strength. Be my support. And for all that you are worth and even more... Hold on. I'm here. And I'm waiting for you. I forbid you to come before your time. And darn it, baby... you will stay inside. Away from pain and evil and hat

The gypsy and the princess Searched forever and a day and I found her. The gypsy, Sakkara The girl's whose movements equaled those of a butterfly and a snake all meshed. There she was in the court moving her arms in resembles to the seas waves her hips moving like the wind that swayed the trees. Her pale moon skin and her ocean blue eyes mesmerized and hypnotized unlike no other and then she was dancing around me. Her dark night hair fell over her shoulders as she danced to the rhythm of the sitar player. Her brother, I knew. Never would he let me get close to her. But she seemed to beg to differ. Her fingers trailed along my arm an

~~Miho~~ I may be silent and deadly little Miho... but I knew when to worry. And when to back away when things got out of hand. And as her life slipped through my hands I knew this would be beyond my capable hands. You'll leave me... her voice was faint in my mind as I ran past town and got into the nearest hospital. It wasn't an accusation... just a statement of fact and she already knew -her mind had been linked to mine-, where my thoughts had gone. I don't want to but... it's the best for us... in the long run... I tried to reason with her. My heart shattering into a million pieces. Pieces that would, with no doubt, heal. Yes. I woul

It's never been easy saying good bye. At least to me it hasn't. I can see that for you either. I have high hopes that always get burned down as soon as they come into view. But it's different with you. Why do I feel this way...? I'm not completely over my last heart break... But you it seems have that in common. It's love or what? I'm trying to understand. I'm fire, you're ice. It's where we are born that makes us who we are. You're ice, yes indeed, but you're not cold... you're warm where I am cold and light when I am in the dark. What is this...? All of a sudden you mean something to me. All of a sudden you are important. Yo

~The secret~ As his eyes took in his surroundings, the dancers and the musicians in the corner and the courtiers buzzing about the court, gossiping and tittering their lives away, he couldn't help but notice the maiden hidden behind a pillar, away from the crowd. Intrigued with the hidden maid, he slowly made his way toward her. But him being Sir Ragnor Lionsbane of Lightenwald was always watched most especially by the king. "Ragnor, lad, where are ye headed?" He flinched slightly and cursed under his breath stopping in his track. Golden honey eyes met his and he could not look away. The pale face angel with golden honey eyes and dark eb

Baby please I'm thinking of others, Of other things, And I can't wait, For my phone to ring And here your voice once more Mmmm It's been two months, Two months of pain, Of pain and torture Among other things... And I still cant wait for that phone to ring! I miss you, As I love you still And you know that, I haven't, been able to stop, to stop, to stop, thinking of you! And I miss you, I love you, I need you, Come back, To me Baby please. Cuz I want you, I had you, I lost you, And now you will never come back To me. Baby please. And I miss you, I love you, I need you, Come back, To me Baby please. Cuz I wan